my english sucks...my grammer , vocabulary everything sucks...sometimes when i see someone can blog very well with their very perfect or to say proper english.. i am jealous~~~
i often use improper english to write my blog, not only in my blog, in reality i also use improper english too...and i am proud to say that..i speak lousy english and write lousy and improper english..* i feel much better by saying that*
sometimes i wish that i can be more perfect and be more knowlegable..but my laziness has make me a more imperfect person day by day..
I AM VERY LAZY
these few days..i dont have the mood to do anything at all...especially studying..i mean like...i go classes just to meet up with my friends and also take attendace..those are the two reasons for me to go to UTAR...
I AM F***ing LAZY~~!!!
sometimes i would just face the computer for hours without doing anything serious....or maybe serious * does viewing friendster profile consider as one sort of serious matter???*
and also
I AM FAT~~
i hate to see my body cuz i am fat...for a period of time..i dont really care about my appearence. i felt comfortable being like that...even my dear always use those very harsh words on me saying that i am fat and bla bla bla..i dont really careeee~~
until one fine day..that someone made me feel that i really need to lose some weight~ and i realised that appearence is everything at that time...
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FUCK UTAR GUYS*SOME* FOR BEING SO REALISTIC....* only for those fucktards*
i seen loads of cases and i am not going to say it out LOUD...i felt that UTAR guys are damn realistic..i dont mean all the UTAR guys la..but some really does pissed me off...
they only wanted be friends with LENG LUIS...and those who are not so good looking will be out of their list...WTF...being friends is not about " oh you are a pretty girl, i want to be your friend" ..i assume that many guys are like this.. " please la...you are damn ugly..i dont even want to talk to you"..O.O..
the world is changing ...people are getting more realistic and materialistic..i never said that i am a perfect person , i am materialistic...i admit...but in terms of friends..i choose to be friends with those who really wanted to be your friend because they want to be your friend, and not those who want to be your friend because you look good...
" heal the world, make it a better place"..but sorry micheal..the world is getting worse...so might consider to change this song to another version...i dont think the world is getting better....i dont live in a wonderful world...i live in a world which is full of 7 sins..
Labels: --emo--
♥--disappointment--♥
